Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Ten Months...

Ten months of missing you.
Ten months of wondering why.
Ten months of asking why me?
Ten months of asking what I could have done differently.
Ten months of imaging what you would look like now.
Ten months of crying myself to sleep.
Ten months of overwhelming sadness.
Ten months of overwhelming guilt.
Ten months of begging God to erase what has already been done.
Ten months without you in my arms.

Isabella, I miss you more then I ever thought humanly possible.  You are all that I ever needed in this world. Our family will never be the same without you.

I love you!


Nadia said...

I am so sorry that you have to feel this unbearable pain every moment of your day and night. I hope you find some peace in knowing that we have to hang onto the hope that we will see them again. Hugs

michelle said...

You put into words exactly what this is like. Thank you Marisa; you have such a big heart Isabella would be proud. xo

Angie said...

I'm so sorry Marisa. It breaks my heart to see how sad you are and that there's not a single thing I can do or say that will make it all better. We all miss Isabella so much.

I'm here for you always and forever. Whenever you need me, just reach out and I'm there.

Big hugs coming your way. xoxoxo

Ashley said...

Exactly how I have felt. Thinking of you ((Hugs))