Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Butterfly



The most amazing thing happened to me on Thanksgiving Monday. I had went to the cemetery on Monday morning to visit Isabella and to take away all of the deflated balloons from her birthday. I got to spend some time with Isabella before the cemetery got busy. I had a good cry as I looked at her beautiful face and reminisced about the fun that we had this time last year. I prayed with her and asked God to give her kisses for me. I let her know that I would be okay even though my heart is in pieces. I encouraged her to explore in heaven and not to worry about me. Even though I may cry, she has a bigger and more important job in heaven then taking care of me. I asked her to please keep sending me signs so that I know that she is okay as well as with me. When I came home I noticed a water stain on our coffee table. When I looked at the table carefully I noticed that is was in the shape of a butterfly. It was Isabella letting my know that she had heard my words and that she was with me always. I love her so much and this is proof that our bond is something that cannot be broken. I read somewhere that the only thing between us us here on earth and the spirit world is an invisible veil. I truly believe that now. I still wish that she was here with my in physical body but I now can say for sure that she is here in spirit.


Thank you Bella for always knowing what I need.


Mommy






7 comments:

michelle said...

I am glad that even now she gives you love and strength.

Sneaker Pimp said...

Amazing!

Lucy said...

Words can not express how beautiful that message is. Your bond with Bella is so strong and truly remarkable.

Unknown said...

Just speechless about your thanksgiving Monday, in a really good way. She is an amazing little girl!

Christine Cosentino said...

Amazing!!

Angie said...

That is spectacular !! Thank you Bella for sending Mommy such a wonderful sign that you are and always will be with her. Thank you, Marisa for sharing this with us all.

Love you so very much.

Natalie T said...

wow!