Thursday, September 20, 2012

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl

Happy Birthday my sweet girl.

You are no longer my little monkey, you are now my 3 year old monkey.   I can only imagine the little girl that you would have become.  I know that you would have been a beautiful girl with your curly black hair and your amazing eyes.  Some people called them brown, but I  still insist that they were green.  Just like daddies.  Your first birthday party was a tiara theme and I wonder what you would have requested this year.  I am convinced it would be animals because you loved playing with and saying the names of all of your animals.  Your little elephant is right beside me as I type this and has been there since you passed.  Just like you left it.  Mommy and daddy released a balloon each for you today.  I hope that they make thier way to you in heaven.  Mommy made you a butterfly birthday cake.  It is vanilla flavor just like the one that I made you for your first birthday.  

Trying to find the perfect card for you was impossible.  They don't make a card for this situation.  It doesn't exist.  All of the birthday cards are full of excitement and cheer, which is what birthdays should be full of.  Not loss, sadness and longing.  I hope that you like the one that I chose for you.

Isabella, I love you so, so  much and I miss everything about you.  I hope that you have a very happy birthday in heaven.  I hope that heaven is full of streamers and balloons just for you.  There will be a day that we will celebrate your birthday together once again.

I love you sweet girl and am sending you kisses form home.  You are mommy's best friend forever.

Love you

10 comments:

Jenn Vear said...

Happy 3rd Birthday to your sweet angel. We are always thinking about you XO

Susan said...

Happy Birthday Bella
It should be so different - sending you much love today Marisa, and thinking of your little family, separated like mine, between Heaven and Earth

Josie said...

Happy Birthday little Isabella. You are always in our hearts.

Marisa, I know she would have loved her butterfly cake and would have probably been wearing it by the end of the night. Heaven is that much brighter with your beautiful little girl there.

Big hugs...

Lisa said...

Sending Isabella Birthday love on her 3rd BirthdaY. Always thinking of you and your little girl, even more so on her day. Hugs

Lucy said...

There isn't a day that goes by where we don't think, talk and miss Bella. Today on her Birthday my heart is over flowing with love and emotion for her and imaging how beautiful she must be on her 3rd Birthday.

ChrisM said...

Happy Birthday Bella. You're in our thoughts everyday.

Angie said...

Wishing our beautiful baby girl a Happy Birthday.

Love you Bella !!

michelle said...

Happy Birthday Isabella! xoxox

GAMPA said...

Happy Happy Birthday! Bella.My world is a lot greyer since you left, Gampa has an ache that willnot go until I seeyou again.Bella I miss you very very much, You are forever in my heart I love you my sweet sweet little girl.Till the day we can play again. Gampa. Budgie Budgie Boo.

BellaSteph said...

Oh dear I feel awful. I am sorry I missed this important day. I have to be better at catching up with my angel mommy friends. I am soooo late but Happy Birthday Sweet Bella your name suits you perfectly because you are beautiful, just like your mommy. xoxo