Bella's Butterfly Kisses: "Little man"

Monday, August 6, 2012

"Little man"

"I miss you little monkey". I cannot believe how many days have passed and how even though I look stronger from the outside the feeling of missing my daughter is stronger each and every day. It just eats away at me and feels like a big ball of pain that is holding me down. I am trying to stay strong for my "little man" so that I do not cause him any stress inside the womb. I just want him to be cozy and safe at all times. Yet I know that he feels my pain. He knows that loss that I am feeling. I read that stress could be as harmful for the baby as drugs or alcohol. I expressed this to my OBGYN along with my concern over my stress. She explained that stress and grieving are different. That grieving is natural and will not harm the baby. I just hope that along with feeling my pain that my "little man" also feels my love for him along with my anxiousness to hold him and tell him how much his mommy, daddy and big sister love him.

5 comments:

Susan said...: I had reiki when I was pregnant Marisa - I can't explain it, but it did seem to make me feel very calm. At the end of one session, I remember that Madeleine communicated to me - so strongly I can almost feel it now - "so loved". That is what our babies are. I was pg with Miss M 6 months after C died, so through the first anniversary and all that pain... I want to reassure you that she is fine - a really calm baby.

The other day she picked up a photo of Catherine and kissed it.

You are a great mom - so pleased your little man is growing safely. Can't wait to welcome him to the world xx; August 6, 2012 at 6:38 PM
marisa said...: Thank you Susan,

I as well have done reiki and chakra balancing work and as well truly enjoyed it. I have not done it since being pregnant because I am a little scared (not sure why). Maybe I will give it a try again to calm me a little. Thanks for your kind words.

Marisa; August 6, 2012 at 7:23 PM
Lucy said...: I wish there was more I could do or say, other than telling you how much we love you, Frank, Bella and the little guy.
You are an amazing woman.; August 6, 2012 at 9:41 PM
michelle said...: I have so worried the same exact thing about Severus. I have even refrained from crying and that isnt easy; because I am afraid he will hear and feel it. Pregnancy after loss is hard. I am thinking of your family and Isabella always. xo; August 6, 2012 at 10:20 PM
Anonymous said...: Dear Marisa,
What I believe that your "little man" is feeling inside your womb is precious unending love!! He feels how much you miss and love his big sister and how much love is waiting for him once he enters the world as your son.
Thinking & praying for you.
Blessings,
Josie; August 8, 2012 at 5:04 PM

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Group A Streptococcus: The Facts

(Information courtesy of Directors of Health Promotion and Education - http://www.dhpe.org/)

What is Group A Streptococcus (Group A Strep)?
-a bacterium commonly found in the throat and on the skin
-the letter "A" is in reference to the specific classification of bacteria in the genus Streptococcus
-in some cases Group Strep A might cause no symptoms of disease, while in others, it can cause infections ranging from mild to life-threatening
-it is spread by direct person-to-person contact
-can usually be treated with anti-biotics

What are the related infections?
-mild illnesses: strep throat or impetigo
-serious illnesses: scarlet fever, rheumatic fever, postpartum fever, wound infections, pneumonia

Early Signs and Symptoms:
-strep throat: fever, sore throat, swollen lymph glands
-skin infections: red, weeping skin sores
-scarlet fever: the above symptoms plus a characteristic rash on the neck, chest, skin folds and inner thighs

Ocassionally, a more deadly strand of Group A Strep can bring on two rare, but severe diseases:

1. Necrotizing Fasciitis
-often called the "flesh-eating disease"
-an infection that attacks the deep layers of tissue
-occurs when the strain enters through an opening in the skin
-for unknown reasons, the strain becomes very aggressive, releases a toxin and destroys flesh and muscle

Early Signs and Symptoms:
-fever and sever pain, swelling, heat and redness at a wound site

Note: In Canada, 3-7 people per 1 000 000 are affected each year with necrotizing fasciitis, which is approximately 90-200 cases per year. 20-30% of these cases are fatal.

2. Streptococcal Toxic Shock Syndrome
-causes a dangerous drop in blood pressure
-damages kidneys, liver and lungs
-toxin causes irreparable damage to tissue and organs

Early Signs and Symptoms:
-fever, dizziness and confusion
*this disease has no sign or symptom that make it distinctive from other illnesses

In all instances of Group A Strep infectiosn, symptoms will appear quickly, within 1-3 days.

What are some preventative measures?
-wash hands thoroughly and often
-ask your doctor for a throat culture for a sore throat paired with a fever
-keep wounds clean
-seek medical attention for infected wounds paired with a fever

How is Group A Strep contracted?
-the bacteria are carried in the discharges of the nose and throat of an infected person and/or in infected wounds or skin sores
-the bacteria spreads when it comes in contact with the eyes, nose or mouth of an uninfected person
-the bacteria can also enter the body through cuts and scrapes
Note: When an infected person is ill, the risk of contamination is the highest. People who are infected with no symptoms are much less contagious. Household items like cups, plates and toys do not play a significant role in the spread of Group A Strep.

Who is at risk?
Anyone.

What is the treatment for Group A Strep infection?
-various anti-biotics
-early treatment may limit the risk of death but does not prevent it in every case