Presently I am sitting outside in the front of the house with my computer and I see a bee on one of our trees. It makes me think of one of the shows that Isabella would watch called, Fifi and the Flowertots. It is a show about a nasty little bee who plays ricks on his flower friends. In all honesty, it was on at a time when she was usually sleeping on my lap and I had it on in the background. Yes, I liked the show too. I would leave it on so that if she woke up she would see it on the television and it would help to put her back to sleep.
I wonder if I will ever have one of those moments again. The moments when your daughter is sleeping on your lap and you say to yourself, I am truly blessed and I couldn't be happier. I hope that I have more moments like that in the future, I just wish that she was here to experience them with me.
Thinking of you always, Isabella.
6 comments:
I am sure you will :)
Great memory, love reading them!
It's great to see that something as simple as a bee can bring back precious moments for you.
It's something inside you to be able to appreciate a moment like that. It can't be taken away from you, and I'm certain, that when you heal sufficiently, you will have more moments like that. xx
I hope that you all and right and that I will have more moments lke that in the future.
When you are ready,Isabella will give you the strength and open heart to have more memorable moments. She will be there in her own way to enjoy them with you too. I'm certain of it.
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